Some people can only be colleagues....

Some people can only be colleagues....

I approached a colleague regarding some sharing regarding the work in which we were partnered. I wanted to talk to her regarding the project. My main concern is that the results obtained by some clients are not up to par and I am sadden by the fact. I was yelled at because in her mind, she performed not as well as me (thought it is untrue) . All i am sadden is that the performance is not as good, all she is concerned is how hers is worse than me (supposedly).

The issue is that we cannot share feelings despite being on the same project sharing the same clients, she draws this very obvious line btw hers n mine. Worse is that it onlys happens with me. I now am know for sure that we cannot be friends, we can only be "friend-ish" on the surface n she dislikes me :)

Is it time to leave my burrow?

Is it time to leave my burrow?

There are many things that are weighing heavily on the mind.

A new addition in my life also made things very hard and it made me want to leave my current burrow.

Should I really leave my burrow or take things easy to just pass the years in this stinky burrow of mine?

It is that time of the year again =)

It is my first winter holiday!

I am usually worried about going to countries with winters because I cannot take cold temperatures well. Due to work this time round, I will have to try my best to withstand the cold and perform my duties. Beneath my worries, I am actually very excited and doing a downcount to the date. The preparation work is already a large part of the fun, I did research on whr to go on my R&R days. Now i cannot wait to go. USA here I come!

Where is my Fairy God Child?

Where is my Fairy God Child?


Why did I fall sick? cos my fairy god child was away sneaking strawberries while she should be taking care of my welfare. It is great to blame someone instead of me for getting sick.
From all the fairy tales that I was fed since young, I always imagined that there will be fairies, elves and pixies alive. As I grow up, I realise that they are not alive or around us (or maybe they are juz in hiding :P). Then I was influenced by anime such as my fair goddess and really hoped that I had some too. My take on the fairy/mini goddess. :)

A feeling of great "sianzness" also known as "emo"

A feeling of great "sianzness" also known as "emo"

Feeling rather down at the moment, there are alot of things weighing on my mind. The sad thing is that it is not only external stresses but there are some from my internal state of mind.


At this moment I simply has no mind to do work or even try to be happy. Others had been through worse than me and more. They took the stress in their stride n made the best happen. I wish i can be like that too. I must not be a failure.

I took a breather just now at cafe cartel to draw. Initially I wanted to bring out mian yang mei to console me.. but i do not know why.. when i put my mind to drawing. a bucked tooth rabbit wanted to be drawn n here it is. Maybe it is a sign that the rabbit has to be out when I am sad.


There goes:

I am back

I am back

Not really in a mood to blog so much as there is alot weighing on my mind. So this is a summary of my return n my "spoils of war" from the Xue Ping!


We spent so much that we had to go back to the hotel to check how much we had left when we realised that one in our number had only 200 NT left. But needless to say we had visa.. n we had a money changer in the hotel so crisis averted :)

This is what I had been up to

This is what I had been up to

Busy with work commitments, last minute fire fighting, enjoying meself and of cos preparing for my trip. I have sorta drawn up a list to help me pack in case I missed out anything.

Mian Yang supporters, The ram will be back on the 26th n give her a break till till then ya

Take care ppl, i hope i will be inspired to draw more, i am already inspired by a swimming cap vs shower cap story. n thr is also the past lives of mian yang part 2 coming up :)